In the back of my mind

It’s always in the back of my mind
Always there never out of sight
And that is why, I am writing this poetry
So that I can release my emotions quietly.

I am always found of rhythms and prose
Sometimes I am stuck, sometimes I am nonstop
For I can’t hide the feeling in the back of my mind.
That in no time, I am ready to grind.

Why can’t I believe the assurance of my love?
Why I always doubted everything. Everytime?
Why can’t I be as peaceful as dove
That sways in the swamp from time to time…

Maybe I am born like this.
Born to be a realist
Never believe up until she saw
The evidence she always try to draw.

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